I have no one to talk to now...
Luckily...
I have you..
For those who are reading this....
Thanks a lot for being with me....
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It's been almost 3 weeks....
I am not being myself...
perhaps i am not...
my mood swing problem is getting serious...
I don't need a thing or a reason to trigger my emo switch...
it just trip like this...
just like this...
It is totally not good at all and i really wish to be back to who i am ...
I am behaving totally like a weirdo...
I just don't talk and i will be just remain silent out of a sudden ...
I wanted to do something exciting...
something... which i can't even answer what it is....
I easily get emo for a small thing and it doesnt need to be a matter which is related to me...
and then... that's the day...
An emo one....
I found that i don't have a true friend who can really spend some time for me ....
Many of them do it with intensions and that's what i hate the most....
THE MOST =)...
I had been falling into emo mode and please just stay away from me as anytime u will just light up the lid of my timing bomb...
I believe these days i had hurt some of my friends for being an emo weirdo ...
i truly apologize for what i had done ....
and i hope you understand my situation....
as i really don't want all these to be happen too...
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I think i need a break...