I miss that moment~*

Don't know why ...

i have to force myself to get use to this...

care but there's a limit...

miss but there's a limit...

talk but there's a limit...

i starting to feel that...

i'm fear of something...

something that is undescribeable...

i'm afraid of something that might be happen...

i'm scare ...

of something i know it only by myself...

no one going to understand...

no one can feel how i feel...

i don't dare to speak out...

likewise...

it's not words that can describe my dread...

" i'm happy...

yet...

i'm depress too... "

Paltalk~*

i joined Paltalk since i am 15...

yet , i cant sign in and even forgot about 'paltalk' this name...

untill yesterday...

i finally sign up another account and sign in and have fun inside ...

haha.. i'm just so excited ...

he sang in the karaoke room where a place nobody know who we are....

he sang great and got good comments...

when it's my turn...

i sang...

i know i can't sing...

but who care?

nobody know who am i thou...

and my voice suddenly went into a super high pitch...

gosh...

and ...

what i did is...

i laughed ...

and immediately shut the mic up...

and what's going to happen next luckily don't really embarrased myself...

the admin just take over the mic and laughed at me but he still gave me good coment...

phew....

but...



after i sang...

the room just ended up with my voice...

and ...

i changed to other room...

I can't sing~*

i want to sing so badly...

i want to have sweet voice...

i want to sound nice...

i want to be like others...

who can sing ...

i can't sing...

my voice will break...

i wish i can sing someday ...



please...


let me sing...

过。。。~*

天无绝人之路，心还意识所随，哪怕狂风大浪，我还展翅迸飞。。。

茫茫人海。。。

有谁不曾失败 ？

有谁呱呱坠地才华一身 ？

不学不成器 ，学了就成器吗 ？

玉瓦不雕 ，身价低卑 ，

孩儿不教 ，终身卑微 ，

难道 。。。

前者不能以己为傲？

后者不能自觉成才？


过。。。

只是掩饰 ，

过。。。

也只是在逃避 ，

过。。。

应领悟其中 ，

哪怕狂风大浪，我还展翅迸飞。。。

G.M. ??~*

i am coco

i love choco...

i love nuts too...

especially madagascar nut...

well...

nowadays, alot of G.M. stuffs...

even animals , plants , foods , fruits....

and i spotted one in pasar malam...

actually ate before in jogoya...

but now...even selling in night market...

..........

........

....

..

.

.



MINI COCONUT!!!!






*was enjoying the coconut water....*


poor coconut...

so little water inside only....

and poor me....

MYR 2.00 for one!!!!! zzZzz -.-'

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

today , finally i meet him....

he is so stressful ...

tomorow going to have his final trial...

P/S:GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST!! LOVE YOU~

Love me Not?~*

Basicly...i'm bored...

thinking of him...

missing him...

*-*

Hair been cut~*

HE SAID HE LIKE MY HAIR!!!~*=D

*anyway i am studying + playing with my nose *

i'm sooooooooooo happy now!!!

he just gave me a call..

he is going to sit for exam in coming days...

p/s: don't too stress o!! jia you!! muacksss!!!*-*

After bath~*

this is how i look like after bath....



thats why i always say i don't want to go for permanent perm...



when i want it to be straight then straight and the other way round too XD~*

Brand new me~*

i cut my hair....

indicate another brand new me...

i wan happy everyday!!

muacks to myself!!~*

Secret~*

i am happy now!

the next seconds is a new chance for me!

i know what i want!

i have what i want!

i appreciate everything i have and going to have!

THINK OF WHAT YOU WANT!

FOCUS ON WHAT YOU WANT!

the universe will open the door for me...

eventhough there's a wall...

Depress~*

*cloudy*






i am depress for this few days...


thats y delayed...


anyway,


briefly blog something about today..


i got my present from my friend ...only present from friend...


a pink box with a pink watch wrapped by pink wrapping paper together with a pinkish red wishing card...






today...

start with cup noodle with chicken flavour ...

and end my day with cup noodle with curry flavour...








*hair dropping frequently ..thanks to u mee mee*




in between...

happiest meal for today...

lunch with him...

but i hardly come out any topic...

or even words...

i am depressed...








things will be fine...

i believe...

perhaps...

everything going to be fine...

=.)~*

Backpack~*

yuHUUUUUUuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~

I'm now at Genting!!!=D..

with my cousin and him!!=D..

3 backpackers , six legs , with minimum expenses travel through whole KL and Genting...

yesterday , we stayed at Swiss Inn ,...

basiclly my cousin wasted RM50 for the guest room....

why and where... i better =x ...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm sitting on the green sofa ,

he is left beside me ,

my cousin is right beside me ,

er...

i'm blogging ,

he is revising ,

cousin is on call ,

well....sounds bored right?

BUT ,i'm happpy!!!

because they purposely come up to Genting to celebrate for my birthday XD~*

*today still consider my birthday in US,UK...etc*




~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

But...i am sick now....

went to clinic this afternoon...

urine tested...

3 probablility...

1.bladder
2.appendix
3.gas

luckily , urine tested ,

not 1 confirmed...

might be 2...

but then after medication...

3 confirmed XD~*

SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

don't need say bye bye to my cute little intestine XD~*

Wish me happy birthday~*

OK!!!WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!NOW NOW!!!=D~*



happy birthday to meee...



happy birthdayyy to meeee...



haaappy birrrrthday to meee..eee..



happy birthdayyyy to me!!!!!!~



now...2.03a.m...



Tropical Garden Guest House...



nice backpacker house anyway...



myr70 for double bed room...



nice!!~~



haihz...he cant stay with me ....



i miss him....



: ' i miss u!!! '











ok...

now you watching me....

see what i'm doing???

i'm blogging...

obviously...



Duh....ignore him ignore him....

he is my cousin....

he actually kc kc playing with the hp....

see he smiled!!!!-.-'''



~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i am 20...

officially...

there're 2 most happy days for daddy mummy...

today is one of them....

thanks mummy daddy...

i love you!!~*

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



i 'm bored....XD



night...~*

I'm back~*

I'm back from Penang!~~



*i miss home......*



Went back to celebrate my early birthday...



Tomorrow is my birthday!!!!



I wan a PARTYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!



-.-'



But, anyway , i did have a party with my dearest dad,mum,bro,him,cousins and sousin's gf...



So....



Still...



-.-''''



well...



although i'm statisfied...



But still....



I WAN ANOTHER PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



so bad....



nobody invite me yet....



HAizZZzzz!~~~~



Luckily i got him....



huhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~



Okok...back to topic...



Here's my birthday cake~







so...finally secret recipe save cost...for giving me ONLY 2 candles...

i'm sooooooooooo happy that day!!!

thanks daddy mummy!!!!

muacksssssssssss!!!!!!!!

Evergreen love to see us again i think...

i can only say ...so EXpensive...

Thanks daddy mummy again!!

I LOVE YOU!!!!

Dogs' life~*

MARLEY AND ME~*

I'm a dog lover!!No doubth at all!!

i had 2 dogs and i'm having a dog now...

they're my best friends...

as you all know , nowadays , no one can consider as best friend to you ,

But , my dogs always my best friends!!

they don't use me , don't lie , don't act ,

and they are sincere and so lovely!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i used to stayed at my babysitter's house during childhood and teenage time...

my aunty and uncle who baby sit me are dog breeders...

they have 3 daugthers and 3 of them love dogs a lot ,

never treat them like dogs but treat them like children just like me and my brother ,

i don't know , probably gene flow , my whole family love dogs ,

even people around me love dogs too!!

my hubby , he loves dogs although he prefer cats most of the time ,

my friends , they love dogs and they have their own pet dogs ,

well , who don't love dog? and why not??

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Dog don't have long life time ...

*sad~*

*can't you be FAIR to every creature you bring to the earth????*

SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!HURT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i had a dog named 'YUYU' , she was so beautiful with her shiny smooth dark brown fur ,

she gave birth to 'BOBBY' , he was so tiny cute when he just came to this world ,

i love them....

Bobby loves cats , which is so special from the others , dogs and cats always enemy to each other ,but my Bobby is just too friendly , he had a cat friend , Miao Miao , she lost her right leg in an accident ...

* cruel driver !!!! you STUPID!!!! No eye ???? or Drunk???!!! don't ever let me meet you i tell you!!!*

Bobby always share his food with Miao Miao ...

Raining , Bobby always take care of Miao Miao , he always use his legs and tail to cover Miao Miao... never ever let her feel cold....

Have you ever see such humankind , dearest , lovely dog like Bobby ??

i love him !! i really do.... i really love you ,Bobby... *tears dropping...*

Bobby left me ... after Yuyu ...

Yuyu died of old age...

Bobby died of disease...

i was just too small , i don't even know what disease he got... i don't even see him for the last time...

dad told me Bobby got to go to another world because he sick , we cannot let him suffer ,

this is what i know for that moment , he need to find another heaven to leave because he don't want suffer from pain...

Bobby eating his dinner ...

daddy brought me to see him...

he eating slowly...and Miao Miao just sitting beside him....

i'm young , i'm only not more than 10 years old , but i can feel .... i knew...

just ... MARLEY AND ME ...

after the movie , i'm just emotional , i'm sad ...

i miss him ... Bobby ...do you know how much i miss you and i love you forever...

you're a role model for dogs ...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

dear all....i'm just not feeling very well .... i will update story about my current friend ,' BETTY' , my dog , is a she ....

now , i feel like shouting....

CAN YOU ALL LOVE DOGS????

DON'T LET THEM SUFFER OUTSIDE????

DOGS ARE CUTE??

CAN'T YOU ALL TREAT DOGS LIKE YOUR FRIENDS????

CAN'T YOU ALL LOVE THEM????

GIRLS!!! CAN'T YOU STOP SHOUTING AND HIDING WHENEVER YOU SEE DOG PASS BY YOU?????

STOP THE ANNOYING ACTION PLEASE???!!!!

DON'T EVER ACT LIKE ALL DOGS BITE!!!!DON'T!!!PLEASE!!!!YOU'RE IRRITATING ME!!!!!

DON'T THINK YOU ARE CUTE AND DON'T EVER ACT LIKE ASKING FOR PROTECTION FROM YOUR BOY!!!STUPID!!!

Lady Dior mini cannage bag!!!~*

OMG!!!!

HOW CUTE IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOSSHHH!!!!!!!!!!

i'm TOTALLY into it!!!!~~

Girls!!! do you know where can i get this???~

i don't think KL selling anyway...

*cry...*

Pink~*

i'm way too bored...

i'm kinda into PINK!!~

these are my pink stuffs in my hostel , my room ,

i have even more...

but you know my roomate is sleeping...

so...

impossible 'chiak chiak chiak '...

keep on 'chiak' ...

will get.... @#$%^#@...

XD~~


well...one more thing...my chair do wear socks!!!

and they are PINK too!!!!!! huhuuuuuuuuu!!!~~~~

Cute?~*

HUHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!

is my new photo cute???*-*~

kiss me~*

i feel like 'stylo' tomorow...~~XD

Brighthened my day~*

stay in the room for almost 24 hours...

luckily few hours was brighthened up by him...

there's no special event / gift / or any supprise to brighthen me up ...

but his appear do make my boring days become meaningful...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

it was 5p.m~

he arrived...

we went for dinner and then we went for something sweet - cheese cakes in secret recipe...

it was raining ... not heavily...

but it was the reason for us to stay longer and together in the shop...

he ordered a slice of cake for each of us...

obviously , you ' ll never see ' americano ' again , which was our favourite...

sad...

so, we had banana choc and lemon cheese ...

then we just enjoy our cake and enjoy our sweet conversation for around an hour...






' Do you know that you always so sweet n cute for me ? love you ~ '*-*


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

on the way back...

we stop by Samosa while waiting for the rain to stop...

was playing with the cam while waiting...

and something spotted!!



at the guard house there...

well , still raining...

but , few erm , mass com. student were doing there project there under the rain...

GOOD!!RESPONSIBLE!!you all should be the role model of student !!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today , STPM result released...

i knew few of my friends were so excited and some were not satisfied...

anyway , dear all , congratz if you are statisfy with your result and congratz eventhough you're not !!

whAt???!!! you crazy???!!!

calm down.... calm down...

first of all , i congratz to you because you had taken your result and finally you can make your next decision ...

of coz , with the result that you're not statisfied just forget it !

what can you do if you try for something silly??

result will change into what you want??

you feel better by doing something silly and maybe hurt yourself??

STOP IT!!!

you just hurting yourself and people around you...

result don't means everything to you now...

calm down and make a wise decision...

where to go... what to do....

there's always oppoturnity for you if you want to...

always ...

settle down and think ...

you might be next successful person ...

who knows???

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Tomorow a new day for me and you out there...

do something ....

GAMBATEH!!!!!!!!!!

mouse~*

click~

He gave me something...

i love it so much...

it used to be his favourite...

it used to beside him every single second...

but now he don't need it anymore...

happy!!!~~

thanks you!!!!!!

MUAXXXXX~~

cold~*

Cold~~

there's only 7 days left for my coming 20th birthday...

cold~~~~ freezing~~~

i 'm goin back for my birthday celebration wth my family and him~

i 'm having a romantic birthday celebration soon wth him too~

i 'm wishing friends plan party for me~

*like wat i had last year -steamboat then secret recipe then red box ..seriously quite fun*

But....

seems no one planning for me this year...

which...which....is kinda important for me...you know...20?? no more '1'??

Sad~~

i wan a party...

Apologize~*

I'm back~~

First of all, apologize because i had delayed my blog orhx...

Anyway, i went for WATCHMEN and THE CURIOUS CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTON ...

*will post up the synopsis soon*

i went for bowling too...

but that day , is the worst bowling day i ever had...

3 things happened...

1.Bowling ball drop out from my palm...
*POM*...and rolled down the stage...

2.Because of that , my thumb's nail broke and hurt my pinky finger..
and bleed...

3.Because of that again, i'm kinda blurr and the lane also affected ..-.-'
it worked out abnormally...my ball then crashed on the gate and .. the ball rolled
back to me from the drain....-.-'

GOshHHhhh!!!Weren't ???T_________T

Legend Of Chun Li~*

*CHUN LI*

I'm back from Leisure Mall~~

which is soo nearby my place~~

went with him after his class...

he rushed back for me after he arrived his home at 4.57p.m.

and the movie start at 5.15a.m.

he is just so lovely ...

thanks dear for being so rush just now just for accompany me for the movie !

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

STREET FIGHTER-THE LEGEND OF CHUN LI

is a film and the second live-action film based on the Street Fighter series of video games. It follows the quest of Street Fighter character Chun-Li, who is portrayed by Smallville star Kristin Kreuk.The story follows Chun-Li's personal history and her journey for justice.The film co-stars Neal McDonough as M. Bison, Chris Klein as Charlie, Michael Clarke Duncan as Balrog, and Black Eyed Peas singer Taboo as Vega. The film was released on February 27, 2009

The movie opens with Chun Li narrating her experience growing up aspiring to be a concert pianist.

As a child, she moves from San Francisco to Hong Kong with her family. There, along with piano, she learns Wushu from her father, Xiang, who is a well connected businessman.

*Xiang is a Singaporean actor*

One night, her home is attacked by Bison and his henchman. Chun Li's father fights them off until Balrog grabs a hold of a young Chun Li, forcing him to surrender.

As Bison and his men are leaving with Xiang, Chun Li's mother tries to stop them. Balrog just punches her.

Bison did say , he WON'T hurt a school girl....

and Bison just let Chun Li go and asked her to go up stair immediately.

Years later, Chun Li grows up and becomes a talented concert pianist. At the end of one of her concerts, she receives a scroll written in Ancient Chinese text.

On her way home, she sees a mysterious homeless man getting assaulted by street thugs. After the thugs leave, Chun Li tends to him and notices a spiderweb tattoo on his hand.

Meanwhile, Xiang is shown working for Bison as a prisoner. In return for his services, he is allowed to view pictures of his daughter all grown up.

Back home, Chun Li's mother finally loses her battle to cancer as Chun Li and her servants mourn her loss at a funeral.

Elsewhere, we see Nash and Maya investigating a murder of several heads of criminal syndicate families in Bangkok. Chun Li on the side is meeting with a wise old lady in town who studies the scroll and tells her to find a man named Gen in Bangkok, revealing to her an image of the same spiderweb she saw tattooed on the homeless man's hand.

With a new goal in mind, Chun Li leaves her home and heads to Bangkok. After weeks of searching for Gen without any luck, she sees a man being assaulted in an alley by thugs. Chun Li comes to his rescue and fights them. After a long battle ended by finishing them with a Bike Rack Drop Ultra move, Chun Li collapses in exhaustion.

There, we see Gen pick her up to take her to his home.

Gen tells Chun Li that he knows how to find her father and that Bison has him, but that she also needs anger management.

In response, she goes to an internet cafe and logs onto shoryuken.com to find out more about Bison, who is now holding the families of property owners hostage in order to force them to sign their property over to him.

Upon leaving, one of the owners is asked to hand over the rights to a docking harbor, allowing the shipment of the "White Rose". Chun Li overhears this.

Meanwhile at Interpol, Nash figures out that Bison's headquarters are right across the street from the Police Station.

Later that night, Cantana, one of Bison's secretaries, goes to a nightclub. Chun Li spies on her and notices her jocking the girls in the club. Chun Li moves in and seductively dances with her before casually walking away into the bathroom. Cantana, sex driven, follows her and locks the bathroom window.

There, Chun Li beats her into giving out the location of the White Rose. Cantana's bodyguards come back and Chun Li escapes after a brief shootout.

We are then told of Bison's origins. He is the son of Irish missionaries. He grew up an orphan having to steal fish from people in Thailand. In order to lose his conscience, he forced his daughter out of the womb of his wife prematurely. This somehow transferred his conscience into her.

*how cruel is him in the movie when he did that to his wife!*>=/

Back at Gen's home, Bison's henchmen come after Gen and Chun Li. Gen fights them off until Balrog blows up his house with a rocket launcher. With Gen gone and nowhere to be found, Chun Li runs off. She is then attacked by Vega, who she defeats soundly and hangs upside down since his claws weren't sharp enough to cut rope.

*actually that guy named Vega...not really good in fighthing XD.....and both of us is like...'CHEH !!!LAO YA one!!!* XD

Chun Li then heads to the harbor and interrogates an employee into telling her the arrival time of the White Rose.

Later that night, this turns out to be a trap as several Shadaloo soldiers capture her. Chun Li is then taken back to Shadaloo headquarters and is reunited with her father. Bison tells her that Xiang outlived his usefulness and breaks his neck, killing him.

*so pity ...* =..<

Bison and Balrog leave Chun Li to the henchman to finish off. Chun Li however escapes when they try to swing her around from the ceiling like a pinata. As she runs away, she is shot in the arm by Balrog. Before Balrog could recapture her, the crowd begins throwing durians at him. This scares Balrog as he drives off in his Benz.

Chun Li meanwhile, is rescued again by Gen, who survived the explosion.

Chun Li approaches Nash and tells him she needs backup to take down Bison. Nash and Maya oblige as Chun Li approaches the dock employee who set her up last time. The employee tells her that he was forced into deceiving her and tells her the real arrival time.

Chun Li doubts him at first, but he points to the white board at the arrival time, proving that it is true. At the dock later that night, Interpol agents engage in a shootout with Shadaloo soldiers.

On a ship, Chun Li finds a girl asking where her father is. Meanwhile, Gen fights Balrog and kills him by stabbing him with a pipe spraying nitrogen. We later find out that the girl is Bison's daughter and her name is Rose, making her the White Rose. Bison takes her in and welcomes her warmly.

Bison walks into his office where he is ambushed by Gen. Gen however is no match for him. Sensing his daughter in danger, Bison goes back to his daughters room, where he finds she is gone. Gen shows up again and ambushes Bison, getting beaten up again.

Chun Li then comes in and fights Bison. After a long battle, she hits him with a bamboo pole a couple times and drops some sandbags on him, making him dizzy. She then charges up a Kikoken and shoots it at him, knocking him off the scaffolding they were fighting on, then jumping on his neck and twisting it, killing him.

*the same way he killed her father, Xiang*

Back home, Chun Li is settled down as Gen pays her a visit. He shows her an ad for a Street Fighter tournament, telling her about a Japanese fighter named "Ryu something". Chun Li declines, saying that she's home for now.

Twilight~*

Another time watched 'twilight'...

another romantic night....

another sweet dream i'm going to have...

*-*

*sweet*

*gosh!he's just so cool!*

*oh....sweet*

*lovely and romantic*

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

beside obsessed with the Edward in the 'twilight' , i'm just thinking ...

in this world , is vampire really exist??

vampire means he/she with humanbeing appearance but they used to suck blood as their only meals??

vampire means he/she with humanbeing appearance but different body temprature which is
<>twilight' ??

well....no matter what is it ...

i just in love with the 'vampire ' ...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

10.16p.m.~

is he sleeping??

Haiz...

IELTS~*

IELTS~~

youtub'ng youtub'ng~~

anyone ever take IELTS??

can anyone tell me do i need to take the course?
i heard my friends said ...

'aiya !don't need take the course la! don't know what for one!teacher tipu us masuk course earn money nia!'

Is it true?
yes ,it's true that i can learn all those ways of preparation in youtube,

*YOUTUBE! my favourite!*

but minimum requirement to enter my dream course is >6.5...

i just worry if i cant achieve the mark....

HAIZ......

furthermore , no IELTS course at my campus...
need to travel to the north wing by shuttle ...
Grrrr...need to become 'O Lang ' again...
since everyday need to wait under the hot sun...

HAIZ.........

* i just turning fair * =.( ~

BAck~*

Rainy night~

In K.L. now~

I'm back to K.L. ...
i miss my parents...
i miss my bro...
i miss my bed...
i miss my home!!!!

( T.T) ......

just finish tidy up my room...
goodbye to those uninvited dust ...
tomorow i'm going to register IELTS...

back to here...
environment stress say hi to me again...
my roomate is enrolling her pharmacy degree ,
i'm just too free because i had finished my A-level ,
but...
after A-level , obviously , i need to make up my mind which course i need to go for...
medicine major in heart specialist??
which is my ambition since i 'm six ...
or pharmacy major in chemistry???
which i hate the equation so much....

HAiZ.................



~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i miss him....
he have classes tomorow...
need to wake up at 5 in the morning...
cruel....
*i'm still being pig that time*

:'' I MISS YOU...............''

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~