Somehow....
i did let go ...
i really did...
another night which i actually rushed back from exam ...
rushed back from meeting up with friends...
and i have had not enough sleep at all throughout this whole week...
it's another sleepless night...
my eyes had been suffering from eye bags and dark circles....
i admit...
i had been ran out of track....
the roles of the sun and the moon had been reversed....
but just for some studies and events...
it never disturb by the old memories....
at least ...
i enjoyed my nights eventhough i sleep really 'early' all these nights....
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Yesterday....
as i mentioned...
rushed back from exams and meetings....
stomach making sounds like crazy untill i managed to grab some foods from the night market in the midnight....
and had some revisions with my friend...
and it was just so out of the blue moon....
i saw my friend's pendrive is exactly the same as his one....
well...
everything became so fresh again in my mind...
i took out his pendrive...
thought of showing my friend....
'Hey! urs is just same as him ....'
i thought i can just throw back to the plastic bags which i actually ignored for few months...
but...
i opened it....
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Photos don't speak ....
but they do represent everything that you can never express by words.....
*Flashed back*~
i was so cool...
browsing through all the photos....
silent all the way~~~
i can barely heard my friend was talking to me....
but i don't know what was he talking about....
i heard sounds...
but not words...
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my eyes wasn't blinking at all....
staring on those photos one by one.....
i could'nt feel anything.....
numb~
tears dropped....
was it because of tiring after staring on those photos??....
or it was just the impact caused by the memories....
~Exhausted~
8 comments:
hey gal, u should just get a box n dump those stuff in n seal it n put into store room or hard to reach area.
I dun wanna tell u to throw away, just in case later on in ur life, when u're old, u wanna see it again. But gotta tell u, u probably won't open that box again, ever.
elo coco, usually spec never or rarely comment on ppl personal life but i can offer u simple advice "forgive but not forget" coz life is full with up and down but never use it as thing to stop u to move forward
i actually nthg...but vry emo...mayebe oto tired jor...luv u all~~ thanks ryn and spec !!*-*muaxxx~
hey babe.. as usual.. i always commented on ur emo post.. hmm.. i'm so sorry about this monring.. dragging all ur memories out.. (u're not alone la.. i always do that too.. hahaha) u are a cool babe and very clears on what u want.. so... u know wht to do la..
Something you must learn how to let go. I used to be an emo person b4, life goes on and I've learned to let it go easily. You'll feel better and always cheerful. Take care
I always think about my ex...
We had sad memories, but we do have sweet one as well, isn't it?
思念是一种美好的东西。
As long as u dont think of negative things, i think missing somebody is just a sweet thing to do when u r free. =]
Hey dear, time is really the best cure ever.. I did go through this period too, I know how suffering it is, but after sometime, you will think back and smile.. That makes us grow, and know how to precious the next one better! ^^ Now u may not understand, soon u will!! We love u ya, dear...
i am ok now norhx !!!:D thanks dear all!!!muaxxxxx~*=D
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